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My soul is weary of my life: I will give free course to my complaint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. |
2
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I will say unto +God, Do not condemn me; shew me wherefore thou strivest with me. |
3
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Doth it please thee to oppress, that thou shouldest despise the work of thy hands, and shine upon the counsel of the wicked? |
4
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Hast thou eyes of flesh? or seest thou as man seeth? |
5
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Are thy days as the days of a mortal? are thy years as a man's days, |
6
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That thou searchest after mine iniquity, and inquirest into my sin; |
7
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Since thou knowest that I am not wicked, and that there is none that delivereth out of thy hand? |
8
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Thy hands have bound me together and made me as one, round about; yet dost thou swallow me up! |
9
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Remember, I beseech thee, that thou hast made me as clay, and wilt bring me into dust again. |
10
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Hast thou not poured me out as milk, and curdled me like cheese? |
11
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Thou hast clothed me with skin and flesh, and knit me together with bones and sinews; |
12
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Thou hast granted me life and favour, and thy care hath preserved my spirit; |
13
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And these things didst thou hide in thy heart; I know that this was with thee. |
14
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If I sinned, thou wouldest mark me, and thou wouldest not acquit me of mine iniquity. |
15
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If I were wicked, woe unto me! and righteous, I will not lift up my head, being [so] full of shame, and beholding mine affliction; -- |
16
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And it increaseth: thou huntest me as a fierce lion; and ever again thou shewest thy marvellous power upon me. |
17
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Thou renewest thy witnesses before me and increasest thy displeasure against me; successions [of evil] and a time of toil are with me. |
18
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And wherefore didst thou bring me forth out of the womb? I had expired, and no eye had seen me. |
19
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I should be as though I had not been; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave. |
20
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Are not my days few? cease then and let me alone, that I may revive a little, |
21
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Before I go, and never to return,—to the land of darkness and the shadow of death; |
22
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A land of gloom, as darkness itself; of the shadow of death, without any order, where the light is as thick darkness. |